Law School

Law school changed me...And my social life as well!

There is a common connotation that Law School is stressful. Actually it is but I'm thankful that I have my classmates/friends with me.

In just a few weeks, I have met friends and I thought I've known them all my life. Its good to know that our class has great camaraderie and everyone is generous enough to share their materials (books, cases) to others. The friendship that we share is maybe because of the understanding and respect we feel for each other. The stressful environment in school made us even closer. I just hope that no one in our class will give up. Studying is not the only thing we know for law students also know how to crack silly jokes and share hearty laughs.

I also learned to develop a study habit which I don't have in College or even in my elementary days. I would wake up at 6am, eat breakfast and when the clock strikes 8, I would start reading those really thick books until 12 noon. Reading is EXTREMELY important since every night there is a recitation. Everytime our professors would take out our class cards, I just want to put on my "invisibility cloak."

But still I enjoy every minute of it and I am determined to finish it in 4years!

Still Uncertain

Stay if you're happy.. leave if you're not..

Read this in my friend's account at Friendster.. Simple words but really made impact on me maybe because I am on a middle of making a big decision. For 4 years, our relationship is a roller-coaster ride but still I continued to hold on. But now, I am losing my grip and am still uncertain on how long I can take everything. I wanted to stay but a part of me also wants to be free from all the uncertainties, fear, and doubt. This time I want peace of mind. No more cries in the middle of the night or quarrels about even the most trivial things.

But damn, the love still remains. I still want us to build a family that we long wanted. A house, children--these are all part of our conversations when everything was still good.

I want to make a decision..whether to stay or leave.. God, I want to make the right one..

Another Tag..(during a worthless day)

My Foundation: Clinique
My Mascara: not fond of it
My Blush: from Sophie Martin and Avon (thanks to Lala)
My Day Cream: none
My Lipstick: again..none
My Beauty Product Brand: it varies
My Essential Beauty Product: facial wash
My Favorite Makeup Product: rarely use one
My Perfume: D&G Light Blue (all-time favorite) or Clinique Happy
My Nails: just simple trimming of the nails
My Feet: St. Ive's lotion
My Hands: St. Ive's Lotion

Three Products to bring on a deserted island:
toothpaste
feminine wash
soap

Woman I Admire for their Beauty: Julia Roberts (not sure of my answer.. can't think of anyone right now)
Woman with the Best Sense of Style: Gwen Stefani
My Ultimate Dream: Be rich!
My Favorite Fashion Publication: don't read fashion mags

WHO TO TAG: LALA, YHEN, TALA, WENDS, WATZ, VIOJ, TWINX OR ANYONE INTERESTED

Tag from Sexy Momma

Rules:
1. Mention the person who tagged you and create a link back to them.
2. Copy-paste the traits for all the twelve months (see below).
3. Pick your month of birth.
4. Highlight the traits that apply to you.
5. Tag 12 people and let them know by visiting their blogs and leaving a comment for them.
6. Let the person who tagged you know when you’ve done it!

The Months and Traits

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others.Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners.Nah! Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Takes high pride in oneself. Too generous and egoistic. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but (not) petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

WHO TO TAG: ANYONE INTERESTED

Fly High!

"according to all known laws of aviation there is no way a bee should be able to fly. a bees’ wings are too short and their bodies too fat. bees, of course, fly anyway, because bees don’t care what humans think is impossible."

it seems that all my actions are bound to be misinterpreted.. the moment i act ms. goody-two-shoes, some would say that i am too pretentious.. when i remain quiet, speculations would surface that i am bitchy.. then finally i get tired of all these and i began to build walls around me where no one would dare judge me in a rather subjective way..

No, i dont mind whatever these people have to say about me because these people don't even matter to me.. they are not even there to witness my darkest moments so I don't give a damn in whatever they say or think. these people dont even know who i really am.. they just know me from first impression.

Friendship is a wonderful thing, sometimes. The closest ones can be warm and loving and something to cling to in times of trouble. Sadly, the closest ones can also be claustrophobic, jealous and something to let go of in the end..

right now, i only value a a small number of friends.. these people, who, even in the simplest gestures have showed me of how special i am.. those little acts of kindness and thoughtfulness really mattered to me. of course, our friendship is not all about having a good time.. the petty fights is also a part of it.. but then we have withstood all of them..

i am not saying that i don't value the friendship that i built to the new people i met today. they matter to me, in ways you could never imagine. you guys have brought so much joy in my life's so-called transition period.. you were the ones who stayed true despite everything.. i don't have to drop names for you know that you are one of them..

despite this, i am still thankful that i have my family that i can always turn to. it is with them that i can say what is on my mind and can be carefree without the fear of being scorned. it is with their company that i can be geniunely happy.

Random Thoughts on a Random Day..

Saw this the other day...

“Buy a ticket.
Quit your job.
Get a tan.
Fall in love.
Start a new life.
NOW!
Before it’s too late.”

Really thought-provoking, ayt?